Hey. I'm back, but only because I need to get something off my chest (not like it would solve anything, but I need release).
It's either I wish that I didn't say 'yes' two years ago, or that I wish that I have never met you. If I had said no, I would have learnt nothing. If I had never met you, my life would never be the same; I would have one less blessing in my life.
So now I don't know what I wish for.
It's either I get rid of this, or you.
But I can't.
I don't want to hurt either one.
God, please, help me. Save me. Save me from myself.
